My hidden beneath deep and powerful energy is coming to meet me in waves- it is subtle and I know she is gently acclimating me back and towards this higher WAY of myself as a part of the ALL.  I feel her- she is regal and beautiful- she is unafraid.  She is mysterious and being around her is a combination of both dark and light energy- as she allows it all to work together without resistance or hesitation.  She trusts that THE POWER that flows through all life is meant to create, heal, and reveal expansion, power and beauty.  There is nothing else unless I choose to see it- If I see something as WRONG or needing to be FIXED… when in truth the dark simply needs light and the pain needs love- the frightened parts need holding and acknowledgement- all needs to be brought in to the light and the integration of WHOLENESS which is SOURCE and the FLOW OF LIFE.  
As the cycles of the year turn and teach different lessons and knowings- I look to nature and my inner guidance to know what is REAL and what is LIFE.  THE Path is not on the internet- it is not in a book- it is not OUT THERE---- however it is here- in this realm and in the one I hold inside of me.  When I close my eyes I go there- I can see the vast dark- the colors- hear a whisper of a voice although silent to the ear.  This is the land where I go at night- when I die and before I came- therefore here is where I go for remembrance and fulfillment.  This is to be known and experienced- LIVED IN while still in my body here.  I open my eyes as OBSERVER and experience this reality while the SOURCE eternal now IS me in this realm integrating those energies from within me with what is outside of me.  I am a traveler- the map is my inner eye and the eyes to the outside navigate me through the lessons and adventure.  
Here I am.  I AM.  And that is all I need to know.